As A Matter Of Fact I am Mumbaikar Now...

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While standing on my balcony I witnessed the yellow sky that was clearly shouting out loud, ‘I know you love me’. At that very moment I smiled with all my heart and being honest I don’t remember the last time I smiled that way. 

I stood there and smiled in the wind that maybe was a little storm but for me, it was like an old friend finally saying hello.

Hi, This is Kavya Mathur, signing in after a long time and I hope you must be a little curious to know about it after all.

I never believed I could make into this city, Mumbai but I am doing it somehow, maybe because I know even at my falls that one person is right there to hold me and say, ‘start over again and again'. That person has changed many perspectives of my life but by the time we realized somewhere, we are rooted the same.

Everything here in Mumbai has made me a whole new person that I ever dreamed of. 

Struggling to get my space was really very very difficult for me, imagine I switched four houses in like 6 months and that was a whole lot of energy-consuming for me but finally I got one and I am finally finding peace in my space where I could be as vulnerable as I am and I could be as crazy I feel sometimes(actually most of the times).

I came here for a purpose to lead a life that would be different from my family, I wanted to be someone, not just the average kid but different, and somewhere I guess I succeeded but by keeping the precious part of my life on the verge. I used to see people from a distance and think losing wouldn’t be that harsh if it is for you after all but trust me it hurts every day at some point.

Anyways, I will stop right here with the sad part and will come up with something really good that might be of your interest.

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Mumbai is the city of being repaired, respected, and rich. Yes! The 3Rs. I never knew I will be saying this because I never thought of it before coming here. People come here to become actors or directors or producers or writers but I came here to make my individual identity and writing is the only good thing I always had with me. So here I am making my dream life.

As the passing time, I am realizing that maybe I am investing in something that is totally new to me and it’s really a very interesting fact of my life(please highlight the fact word). Facts, the life hacks we believe in, aren’t they? And as the matter of fact, we actually live in them! Damn, I am saying anything which is making sense to me right now. Please consider me a little sane even though as a matter of fact I am insane!!! But while trying something new I forgot what I am actually good at! This realization happened to me after a while but luckily it happened otherwise I still would have been trying to perfect something new and rusting the real talent I hold inside.

Well, this too is the nature of Mumbai. Giving you a chance every day to be perfect and to unhook your restrictions. You just have to recognize what this ‘chance’ has come for!

But, one thing hasn’t changed yet! And that’s friendships. I still suck at that and also being a newborn in this city will take a whole lot of effort to walk and run, but I will make sure this process happens at a high speed.

Living here all by myself has changed me just like haldi turning into a homemade charcoal mask.

(don’t worry it’s nothing about science but gharelu ilaaj where you heat the haldi till it turns black and add honey to it, there you go with a perfect homemade charcoal mask and as a matter of fact, it actually is very effective and something natural). You must try it.

But I am loving it all, especially the failure because someone said to me, ‘A winner is always a loser who tried one more time’. 

This wholesome feeling of being sad or sorry or guilty or regretting or empathy or smiling or laughing or loving or fortunate or lucky or just happy is the sin cos wave which has its own peak and crest. Everything is prepped for you to be desirable…to the life shot!

And here comes me signing off with a word of coming back sooner this time.