The cuddle, feeling of love.

It all seems like it happened just yesterday, you looking into my eyes and saying, ‘just you, all I want’. It’s been like years and I still feel that it all happened just yesterday. When was the first time we reciprocated with the peak of love? Um… the day I came to your house, the day you brought me the pudding from your mom’s kitchen silently and asked me to wait but I didn’t and had the whole. That moment you smiled at me and kissed me saying, ‘such a foodie you are.’ That was the 1^st time when I was wrapped into your arms and you started irritating me with your beard. The ‘1^st cuddle’ was highlighted in our togetherness. Something beautiful feeling it was. Being into your arms was like being shield by the most powerful weapon so that no one can even think of harming me because I was into you, just you. 

Fighting for the same pillow, same bed side and for the same blanket. Is it not going to be counted as cuddle? Why not? Didn’t we make the same ‘us’ moment while doing that. We fought and laughed and loved each other even more everyday doing that. We always ended up not by winning but with a tie up and sharing the same pillow, sleeping at the center and wrapping into the same blanket. Sleeping over his chest was my beauty sleep and crossing the legs was his.  We are not the perfect couples. We still have differences and we do have arguments on a lot of stuffs but yes we still have a reason to love each other and that is our heart bonded to each other. Every fight of ours made us understand each other. I love the way you always end up the fight. Buy me the ice- cream cup, switching the pc on and playing the Harry Potter, taking me to the couch and first wrapping yourself in the blanket and then fitting me into your lap. What I always loved was the silence between us and you smiling at me and counting the replay of the same movie. You always sleep in between the movies and I loved to sleep into you. Have you ever realized that I have always kissed you when you fall asleep? I always skipped the morning kisses because the asleep kisses were more beautiful. There are days when I cry, when I miss someone, when I fail in my life, when I fail to trust myself even. What remained constant is you, your presence, your back hug holding me tight that always make me feel like every broken part inside me is glued again, like every darkness inside me was asking for a sun ray to pass through.

 You always hold me like a baby into your arms and give me a life lesson like my mum and you were the reason that I always find myself holding my place back again. The person who never lost the faith in me is you my love. I love when for no reason you hug me and kiss upon my lips saying, ‘you are mine.’ I love every Sunday lying into the bed and playing with your hair and you lying onto my lap playing with my cheeks.  We do have shared more than just kiss and cuddles but what make us fall for each other are those moments when we just do nothing and being into arms comforting each other, warming each other and playing games either with no rules or just my rules. I may sound like dominating but he never has anything to say except looking at me and all I do is to give him some more time to do so. 

Many times it happens that either of us has a bad day or spoiled mood for no reason. The thing is that the actual reason lies into the arms, the heart that wants to cuddle with the long relief breathe and the eyes that needs to get closed and relax for a while. This is how we work together holding each other cuddling and making love sometimes for a reason and more often for no reason. Sharing each other is no more a thing to think because more than us our souls have habit to reunite again and again and again….

                                                                 

                                                                                                             Ps: - I love you…

·         What is cuddle?  Holding close in one's arms as a way of showing love.

·         What does it mean to you?