Let's love it again

                                            

Being in a relationship is quite more like being into something that takes a lot of patience and calmness. Well this all was there into mine and everything seemed to be beyond perfect that anyone can actually imagine. Things were sorted and as transparent as river. I loved her more that I loved myself and she was the princess that I always had thought to steal from his king father. Yeah! Till now you all must be thinking of me being a bit dramatic but she was just as amazing as I said. Her face was like morning sunshine for a good day start and was the perfect moonlight to sleep under. Her skin was as soft as fur and her smile was the cocaine into my life. Everything was just going with the flow like a sleeping ocean but as we know every story has an expectedly unexpected twist.

One day just from somewhere she got to know that I had a plenty of past as a playboy (that I was only with those who wanted for a night thing.) and she just burst out saying. ‘how could you cheat on me by not telling your whole past in detail. I told you everything of mine, was not it your duty as well?’’ I told her that I never wanted to know because all I know was that I loved her in every way including her past. I did told her mine in a short way that I had a good past with many girls and she herself was fine with it, so that very moment I has no idea of her behaving this way. That time I felt dropping the argument was much better than getting involved into and let her settle. I came home and found it empty on her side left with a note saying goodbye! Was that too easy to end up the relationships and saying goodbye? At first I thought she was just angry so I didn’t disturbed in the night. In the morning the first thing I did was to call her but she didn’t pick up even after the 100^th call. So I decided to meet her and I failed in that too (she was quite good in disappearing). And we ended up without having me another chance to explain her everything she wanted. Time flew by and I could barely see myself happy without her but what I learnt with the time was I don’t care about anything anymore; I am no more restricted to anyone so I went back to lane that I was before she came in.

There was someone else into my life who always was there even when I wasn’t. She was a gem, a golden gem making me come back to life and cheering me even when I loose. I never knew that this all was waiting for me, another love story that was confessed by a girl saying, ‘you are an antique and all enough to fill the voids of mine.’ Oh! How can someone say no to her? Well I did. I rejected her because she was 2 year older than me so it just sounded not a boy thing to me, although I knew I love her as well, she made me fall for her by being such a supportive and life loving person. It was more difficult to say yes to a friend when you know you have all the chances to lose her if it won’t work out. Even my no made no difference to her behavior for me and I was pretty happy for that. Four years passed away and everything was changing into my life like my career, friends, my alcohol taste and my snorting’s as well except for one thing and that was her. Her love was so pure and unconditional that I finally fell in love with her and decided to move in with her. I do still have feelings for the one who left without giving another chance because 1^st love after all is 1^st love but that isn’t going to stop me loving my present and the future.

@shelby-deeter

It really feels good to have coffee on bed and have someone to do breakfast with. Now being alone does not make me feel alone. I have a lot to deal with along her. She made me come back to life and I am not going to leave her, not even at the cost of my death. And things are now all back to normal where the day starts with love and ends with love. Where every morning awaits to witness the messy and not perfect but truly real and pure poured into love souls.

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