The Unknown Relation. 1.The teenage diary

                                           THE UNKNOWN RELATION       

                        1. The Teenage Diary.

Sitting alone with my loneliness, I shared our memories with the imaginary you.The ink from two years back. The last year of our schooling. The class 12th, ending of a chapter and beginning of ours. 

I remember when I lost my 1000 rupees and I was tensed.  You were there with me the whole day even without thinking that you will be scolded by the teachers present in the class. You didn’t leave me even for a while and sat beside me till the time I stopped crying.

I remember when I failed in Maths and I was weeping. You came near to me and consoled me. Then you went to the teacher just to convince him that I am not the girl he thought about. I found many people around me that day but everyone left within a minute of time. But again you didn’t leave me till the time you made me fine.

Remember  the day when you did a mistake and I was angry. We didn’t talk for a week and one fine day you came and asked me to talk. I didn’t stop there and I left. You came to the girls section and even followed me to girls washroom just to talk. You asked me come along with you. You actually didn’t ask me,you ordered me to walk away with you. We came at a corner and you were just staring at me without uttering a word. We had a little conversation with many false smiles and tons of sadness. I was in a bad mood and so I said, “don’t look at me like that.” And you replied why?  I said, “you will fall in love with me.” Do you remember what you said?  You reciprocated with something that I was not expecting. I still remember those words of  you, “what if I will say I am in love?” I got my 1^st goosebumps from someone’s response. Anyhow we ended that conversation and we made it again. All again, the stronger bond of friendship.

Remember when I held someone else hands and you noticed it. You didn’t say anything for some days and just kept a wailing  silence in between us. The day you broke your silence, remember what you said? You said, “ I don’t think so that I am going to be that good for you.” Your voice was humble and your words were enough to break something inside me. But as we knew at the last it was going to be only 'Us'. We again made it up with the bond of friendship love.

We fought with each other, for each other. We never left each other even when it was difficult to hold on. We started liking each others  presence around ourselves.

Do you still remember the day a girl proposed you? You were nervous and you were not able to tell me. You were afraid of something  and I still don’t know what was that. There is still something that you don’t know about that incident. When all this was happening I was somewhere lost in my own world of food. Some of our classmates came and said, “Hey, you are here. Your boy is in a trouble.” At that moment I  was standing still with a confused  face that what I am supposed to do with his personal life. That affected me and I again started making distances in between us. You never let me do that. You never let me go away from you. At  the end you told me everything and I still remember your face expression. That moment still leaves me laughing for a while.

I was always careless about my health. Remember whenever I was suffering from cold. You always came to my school cab before me so that you won’t let me have those ice cream bites and you stood there till I didn’t take a leave.

The needles of the clock was passing by and we were getting closer each and everyday. You were becoming my priority. We always measured the lab distances together. We were scolded many times but still we never left each other. Every teacher used to ask me about you and your studies.  We never gave the time to each other but still everyone noticed our togetherness. And that was the best thing in our friendship that we never showed it but everyone felt it.

Everything was going just fine with all the loving memories and everything. We were happy together. Sharing the perfect bond of friendship. But one fine day you decided to leave. You asked me to forget you, to forget us, to forget our bonding. I knew it was not easy for you as well but you left. Do you remember what that day was? It was the day that you were more excited about. The day you wanted to celebrate. The day you decided to take a leave was the day I was born. I waited the whole night till the morning sunrise but you didn’t wish me. I thought you were just doing a prank like you always did but no it was not a dream. You left me. You left us. What was the reason? There was no one to tell me that. Days passed by and we were all strangers again. But I believed that you will come back to answer my every question and you did. One fine day with the morning sunrise I got a text from the same number I dialed every night but didn’t call upon and it was you.

                                                                                                                     

                                                                                                         TO BE CONTINUED.